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Lonely Suicide

by Nymphrenia / Vanessa Funke

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1.
Shades of despondency led me to the dark That was the last time I was seen alive I cannot see you live You cannot see me die tonight Maybe it's better this way No one can see my shame What once was young and promising Has grown old and bitter Weeks and years are the same When there's no sun to rise I cannot see you live You cannot see me die This room is all I know This room is all I'll ever know Now
2.
Cold and alone I close my eyes With the acceptance that sleep is not rest to me Broken dreams haunt my mind I can't sleep without the fear of life I swallow prazosin but I know it won't give me peace And I know that nothing will save me from myself There is no solution, only an end to the pain Have you ever tried to kill yourself? I dream about it every night The same bottle of pills The same hospital bed The same tears I can't live like this No one can Broken dreams haunt my mind I can't sleep without the fear In my sleep I relive My suicide every night again
3.
I was locked here in this room Isolated from my life Cut off from the world When it all went wrong Dragged away from everything I had And now there's nothing left I'm a hostage and no one even knows That I'm kept against my will I'm all one with all my fear Will I ever be free again? It's all gone All that once was me And now there's nothing left It's all gone It's all gone It's all gone And now there's nothing left of me It's all gone I am cut off from this world All gone All alone All gone All alone
4.
Enclosed in silence I roam Living all alone in solitude Emptiness takes over inside of me Oh darkness, why must you take me? Deafening silence I'm lost in myself This paltry existence Ain't worth it all Darkness prevails I'm cut off from the warming sun I'm rotting away I'm rotting away I gave it all away And only got betrayed Now I stay here with myself Til the darkness swallows me I lost my will to live Darkness consumes me I gave up everyone I gave it all away
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Ich schloss mich ein in diesem dunklen Raum Um niemals mehr diese Welt zu sehen In dieser Finsternis gibt es nichts als mich Niemand kann mich zerstören Ich bin nur für mich Manchmal spüre ich den Drang hinuszugehen Doch ich weiß genau, dass es falsch ist Hinter dieser Tür lauert die Gefahr Diese Menschen... Sie wollen mich verletzen Ich werde sie meiden Für den Rest meines Lebens bleibe ich in diesem Raum Ich werde nicht hinausgehen Niemals Die Einsamkeit ist mein Schicksal für immer Ich werde niemals mehr die Sonne erblicken wollen Diese Welt dort draußen zerstört mich Lieber lasse ich mich von der Dunkelheit zerfressen, als jemals wieder einen Fuß vor diese Tür zu setzen Alleine will ich bleiben Ohne Kontakt zu auch nur irgendwem Es ist besser für mich ...auch wenn es mich zerstört

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released March 1, 2023

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Vanessa Funke Gevelsberg, Germany

Vanessa Funke is a German musician, who mostly does every aspect of her music herself, ranging from playing and recording the instruments to singing and producing.
Vanessa's music isn't always easy to categorise. It ventures between Melodic Death Metal and Black Metal, but also includes several other inspirations from other genres.
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