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Nymphrenia - Dark Room
08:50
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Shades of despondency led me to the dark
That was the last time I was seen alive
I cannot see you live
You cannot see me die tonight
Maybe it's better this way
No one can see my shame
What once was young and promising
Has grown old and bitter
Weeks and years are the same
When there's no sun to rise
I cannot see you live
You cannot see me die
This room is all I know
This room is all I'll ever know
Now
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Nymphrenia - Prazosin
08:27
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Cold and alone I close my eyes
With the acceptance that sleep is not rest to me
Broken dreams haunt my mind
I can't sleep without the fear of life
I swallow prazosin but I know it won't give me peace
And I know that nothing will save me from myself
There is no solution, only an end to the pain
Have you ever tried to kill yourself?
I dream about it every night
The same bottle of pills
The same hospital bed
The same tears
I can't live like this
No one can
Broken dreams haunt my mind
I can't sleep without the fear
In my sleep I relive
My suicide every night again
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Vanessa Funke - All Gone
05:53
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I was locked here in this room
Isolated from my life
Cut off from the world
When it all went wrong
Dragged away from everything I had
And now there's nothing left
I'm a hostage and no one even knows
That I'm kept against my will
I'm all one with all my fear
Will I ever be free again?
It's all gone
All that once was me
And now there's nothing left
It's all gone
It's all gone
It's all gone
And now there's nothing left of me
It's all gone
I am cut off from this world
All gone
All alone
All gone
All alone
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Enclosed in silence I roam
Living all alone in solitude
Emptiness takes over inside of me
Oh darkness, why must you take me?
Deafening silence
I'm lost in myself
This paltry existence
Ain't worth it all
Darkness prevails
I'm cut off from the warming sun
I'm rotting away
I'm rotting away
I gave it all away
And only got betrayed
Now I stay here with myself
Til the darkness swallows me
I lost my will to live
Darkness consumes me
I gave up everyone
I gave it all away
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Ich schloss mich ein in diesem dunklen Raum
Um niemals mehr diese Welt zu sehen
In dieser Finsternis gibt es nichts als mich
Niemand kann mich zerstören
Ich bin nur für mich
Manchmal spüre ich den Drang hinuszugehen
Doch ich weiß genau, dass es falsch ist
Hinter dieser Tür lauert die Gefahr
Diese Menschen...
Sie wollen mich verletzen
Ich werde sie meiden
Für den Rest meines Lebens bleibe ich in diesem Raum
Ich werde nicht hinausgehen
Niemals
Die Einsamkeit ist mein Schicksal für immer
Ich werde niemals mehr die Sonne erblicken wollen
Diese Welt dort draußen zerstört mich
Lieber lasse ich mich von der Dunkelheit zerfressen, als jemals wieder einen Fuß vor diese Tür zu setzen
Alleine will ich bleiben
Ohne Kontakt zu auch nur irgendwem
Es ist besser für mich
...auch wenn es mich zerstört
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Vanessa Funke Gevelsberg, Germany
Vanessa Funke is a German musician, who mostly does every aspect of her music herself, ranging from playing and recording
the instruments to singing and producing.
Vanessa's music isn't always easy to categorise. It ventures between Melodic Death Metal and Black Metal, but also includes several other inspirations from other genres.
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